Jealousy

"JEALOUSY is not a sign of DISTRUST but of a REMAINDER LOVE." - Kenzozuǝʞ

Nakaligtaan

Napakalaki ko talagang tanga.
Nandyan na pinalipas pa.
Kung saan-saan pa kasi tumitingin.
Ni hindi mo pinapansin.

At ngayong malaya ka na.
Nandyan na ulit siya.
Wag ka ng humanap pa.
At pagbigayan mo na.

Ngayon, kayo na.
Ang tanong. Tama ba?
Oo, at naging masaya ako.
At sana di ako maloko.

When?

When does love ends? and When does it begins?

Love ends...
Not with death, or falling out of love, and even third parties.
It ends when your memory dies in the minds and hearts of your loved ones.

and

Love begins...
When you learn to accept and regain your confidence. Imperfect yet aspiring for perfection, affected yet affecting optimism to other people, and learning, that everything are made based on your capabilities for sacrificing for love.

I'm not a scholar for love. Even I don't know the answers, but experience taught us this meanings. You might have a different answer and insights on this. So the same question goes to you. When?

I am CONFIDENT

I thought I could not get along with a bunch of strangers. The same way that strangers will not be able to get along with me. But, that was just a thought, a thought where I've never imagined to break. Hi! and Hello! are simple words so as to say, but not to speak. Breathe in and breathe out, guts are all we need. When all that guts came, I've realized, it's not bad at all. I've been able to make a rapport and made a good impression to a known stranger who've sooner been a friend.

Confidence is not directly proportional to physical characteristics but attitude. It's about having composure and belief for yourself exuding with your personality.

New Beginning

Starting anew is not bad at all. You got to learn, experience, and explore new things. You might have left behind things that may be relevant to your life once in a while, but moving forward can result into better things.

Leaving doesn't mean forgetting, and beginning doesn't mean restarting. It just meant giving space to discovery, may it be to love, life, knowledge or to a new environment and being able to look back and find contentment.

So let us begin, find, explore and enjoy life, while cherishing the reminiscence of yesterday. Have a good beginning.

BOB ONG versus JUAN TAMAD: LOVE

...ang pagmamahal

"Parang elevator lang yan eh, bakit mo isisiksik ang sarili mo kung wala ng pwesto para sa'yo. Eh meron namang hagdan, ayaw mo lang pansinin" -- Bob Ong

"Mapuno man ang elevator, sigurado namang babalik ito, at darating ang panahon na makakasakay din ako" -- Juan Tamad

Tagilid

Paranoia...
Hindi ko alam kung anu-ano pumapasok sa isip ko...
Gulong gulo utak ko...
Tuloy pa ba o tama na?...
Kaya pa ba o give up na?...

Irony...
I miss u... ???
Pa'no?...

Redundancy...
This feeling seem recurring...
Numbness will not reach its peak...

Finally...

Questioning...
Do I still ...?...
Can I still ...?...
Will I still ...?...


(Just an insight of the confused...)